Mistress suggested once that I should be made to wear a cock cage to keep me from masturbation or any sexual activity without her permission. I was very concerned that the buldge in my pants would be very noticable. I was just thinking that the problem is the same now where I go “commando” as part of my punishment. I guess the difference is that it will be a lot easier to explain myself. On a separate note, Mistress sent me the most amazing photograph of her beautiful feet first thing this morning. When I saw the photograph, I was still half asleep and thought that I was in a dream.
It is quite special to know that there are people following this blog. Two in fact. I hope Mistress will be pleased with this humble progress I have made. I shall have to do even more so that more people will know her name. I have not been allowed to cum for several weeks now and I readily offer this period of chastity to Mistress. Self discipline is absolutely crucial in serving Mistress.
One major element of reprogramming or recondition is all about making someone do something that is not what he is accustomed to until it becomes second nature to the person. This includes chastity, sending tribute and going around with precum smeared on his face. I would say this is a subset of the larger evolutionary process. Once the slave starts accepting something as part of his servitude to Mistress, then he will be more willing to do it, and maybe even enjoy it in the process.
Today is Independence Day but ironically I yielded even more control to Mistress Stacy today. As punishment for the delay in writing up my slave contract, I was allowed to either pay $100 or not cum one month for each day of delay. Considering my financial circumstances, I had no choice but to agree to the chastity arrangement for another nine months. I am sure it will not be long before I am a quivering wreck begging Mistress to allow me relief. Only a matter of time.